Honesty

Honestly -


i'm kind of sad about my divorce
i just want to 'fit in'
i hate being alone in any sense of the word
i dont enjoy being a mom every single day
i thought about driving my car off a cliff the other day
i sometimes wonder what he's doing
i'm falling deeper into debt each day
i wish i had more people to hang out with
i make plans with no intentions of keeping them
i was happier when i had more money
my job is a joke
i'm sick of pasting on a smile
i really am a bitch, but it is with good reason
i have no idea what i want out of life
my personality is very co-dependent
i'm falling in love with him
i dont mind not talking to my mom or dad
nothing in my life is in order
i feel like i have no right raising a child
i dont want to do it by myself anymore
my resentment will go away if i could speak my mind
i have no interest in politics
i want plastic surgery
i dont know if i can handle long seperations
i need to go to sleep now.