This always happens, i stumble upon a new blog spot, get all hyped about it, promise myself that THIS one will be the one that i continue to post honest thoughts on .... and yet it get handed out, or forgotten about.
i have been so busy with the new job, which, mind you is boring as all freaking holy hell! BUT ... it's a job. it takes me 30 minutes in the AM to get to Albany, and over an hour to get home in the evening. I am up by 5am, dragging acsha out of bed and into the car by 6:30, get to work around 7:45 .... check out of work at 4:30ish make it to my sisters by 5:30, so long as there is no traffic or accidents ... i collect acsha and all her things and we walk back in the door around 6pm. most nights she is so tired she passes out around 6:30-7 ... i try to clean, unpack from the day and repack for the next day, shower, pick out and iron clothes and get to bed sometimes before 11, to get up 6 hours later and do it all over again.
I AM FUCKING TIRED!
after 2 weeks with of working full time, and no money coming in ... tomorrow SHOULD be payday. and after a small screaming fit with the bank in PA ... my direct deposit should go in without an issue. if not, there WILL be more screaming.
Chris has been spoiling me more ..... this time clothes. Awesome p-r-o-fessional clothes and the most comfy sweater EVER made. I literally went on Express website, saw this brand new winter sweater, made 1 comment and 2 days later he showed up with the sweater AND the greatest suit, shirt, headband and belt. he's such a sweetheart.
speaking of which, he comes over tomorrow evening. i should get back to this area around 5:30 at which time Chris and I will head to my moms to help her stuff 4500 tax bills into envelopes until wee hours of the morning. when that is complete we will come home crash for a few hours hopefully then get up and drive 6 hours to philly for the long weekend/his bday. Spend the weekend showing him Philly, see Gianna Garbanzo for a bit, and then head home, to start the week all over again. the week where each night i have to go help mom stack fire wood for aboot an hour a night.
also starting this week ... my 1st semester ... and acsha should be going to school. i still havent heard anything about whether or not she got a spot in the program. and i have to find time .... sometime before Monday to download my on-line books for my classes. ALSO, i had to drop to P/T status b/c i got denied for my third party loan .... shitheads.
so anywho ... i am going to try my very bestest to keep this up to date .... but i promise nothing.
this is me
tired.
my feet hurt.
my ass is numb.
my allergies are in full force.
i had too many fish sticks to eat.
i really need to iron and go to sleep.
good night
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